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Jesse  

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  • Female/United States
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  • Deviant since Aug 7, 2005, 2:43 PM
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Don't

Was everything a lie?  Was I just there for your amusement?  Were you laughing as you watched me fall?  Did you mean anything you ever said to me at all?  Or was this some sort of sick joke?  Watch the girl!  Watch her fall!  Watch her cry!  Make her want to die?  Did you lie when you said you loved me?  Did you ever even care for me?  I wish I could disappear into my books.  Because that's the one place I know you'll never look.  The books where everything turns out fine.  With 'I love you' and 'say you'll be mine'.  I said I would, you said the same.  But now, w

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No oneI don't want anyone to move heaven or earth  Or any mountains for me.  All I want is for someone to love me for me.  I don't want to change, to become someone new,  I don't want to dye my brown hair or change my brown eyes to blue.  I want to be accepted for who I am, with all my faults,  I don't want anyone to hurt me anymore,  To push me out the imaginary door.  I forced myself to change once and I hated the person I became,  Going back was hard, for I had lost my true self.  I don't want to deal with the pain and anger,  I just want it to go away, get on with my life.  I want the No one
in Open on 4/20/06
Don'tWas everything a lie?  Was I just there for your amusement?  Were you laughing as you watched me fall?  Did you mean anything you ever said to me at all?  Or was this some sort of sick joke?  Watch the girl!  Watch her fall!  Watch her cry!  Make her want to die?  Did you lie when you said you loved me?  Did you ever even care for me?  I wish I could disappear into my books.  Because that's the one place I know you'll never look.  The books where everything turns out fine.  With 'I love you' and 'say you'll be mine'.  I said I would, you said the same.  But now, w Don't
in Open on 4/20/06
Heart beatFeel the heart beat  Feel the heart break  Can't hardly breathe  Can't hardly see  Need to break free  Need to forget the pain  Feel the heart beat  
Feel the heart break  Heard the heart shatter  Heard the heart stop  Felt the pieces cut  Felt the blood begin to run  Feel the heart beat  Feel the heart break  Need to put the pain outside  Need to take it from within  Want to feel safe again  Want to feel loved again  Feel the heart beat  
Feel the heart break  Can't take the lies  Can't take the pain  Almost want the dark to come ove Heart beat
in Open on 4/18/06
Put on the MaskPut on a mask, brighten your eyes  Hide the pain that storms inside.  Put on the mask, don’t let it show  Smile wide, die inside.  Put on the mask, hide from the world  Don’t let them see the pain inside.  Take off the mask, tears flow free  Let it all out for no one to see.  Take off the mask, let them see  What the pain has done to me.  Take off the mask, don’t hide again  Let the wounds finally mend.  Put on the mask, brighten your eyes  Hide the pain that storms inside.  Put on the mask, the wounds won’t close  Try to smile, though they grow.  Put on the mask, Put on the Mask
in Open on 4/16/06
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I was wrong

Journal Entry: Tue May 9, 2006, 11:50 AM
I was wrong. My life won't be changing like I thought it would. I think this hurt more than when the bastard broke my heart. Even though it would have been half of him, it still would have been mine. Something I could love unconditionally and could love me back. But, I guess it just wasn't meant to be, no matter how much I wanted it. It's not fair. One of the greatest wishes in my life was shot down. Well, if you wanna get technical, two of them were. I really wouldn't have minded becoming a mother at twenty-one.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: Twenty-two...holy crap! I'm becoming mature! *dies*
  • Current Residence: Metairie. We're coming back stronger than ever!
  • Interests: Writing, Photography, Reading, Psychology
  • Favourite movie: The Phantom of the Opera, RENT, Transamerica, Disney
  • Favourite band or musician: Porcelain and the Tramps, at the current moment.
  • Favourite genre of music: Any and all, really.
  • Favourite artist: The person who does the Dragon posters! I freaking LOVE those!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Frost and J.K. Rowling and S.E. Hinton and Christopher Paolini
  • Favourite photographer: Daddy
  • Favourite style or digital art: Huh?
  • Operating System: A Compaq
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod! Couldn't live without it!
  • Shell of choice: The one on Interstate 51.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Dragons, Faeries...coffee sometimes...
  • Skin of choice: Mine.
  • Favourite game: Game?
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Anime: Ronins, Gundam WING!, Inuyasha, Disney stuff, Danny Phantom
  • Personal Quote: I'm not concerned about all hell breaking loose, but that a PART of hell will break loose... it
  • Tools of the Trade: Brand new notebooks and pens that actually write!

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`maya-chan:iconmaya-chan: Jan 21, 2008, 9:30:12 PM
Thank you very much for the :+devwatch:! :D

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~RyokoPorter:iconRyokoPorter: Nov 11, 2007, 12:40:14 PM
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*KrisCynical:iconKrisCynical: Sep 30, 2005, 5:56:08 PM
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~Tasha25:iconTasha25: Aug 7, 2005, 2:44:50 PM
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